(Sally to Damo : letter)
You will manage to keep a woman in love with you, only for as long as you can keep her in love with the person she becomes when she is with you C. JoyBell C.
I’m watching you sleep. I love to hear you breathe when you sleep and watching your chest rise and fall. I’m looking at your perfect body, and I love your handsome, gorgeous face, your strong legs, your hands that bring me so much pleasure and tenderness. I love your fearlessness, your intellect, your curiosity, your ambition, your creativity, your kindness and loyalty, your friendship, your optimism, and the way you seek and find fun and adventure. And I love joining you in the adventure; there is so much fun to be had! I love the way you roll with the punches and don’t waste energy being stressed by much. I love the way you’re living your own life, and that you know who you are. I love that you fuck me on the grass. I love that you cook for me, and sometimes eat crap food and watch crap tv. I love the way you love me and the ways you show that love, not just beautiful words (and you say such beautiful things to me), but with meaningful actions. I love the way you make love to me. I love kissing your lips and breathing your breath and holding you close. I love how you’re not afraid of my darker side; I feel cared for and accepted despite my issues and fuck ups. I love how you love the complete me and aren’t selfish with my attention. I love how supportive and understanding you are; I know you’re on my side. I love being with you, for chats and cuddling and making love (or fucking) and sharing what’s going on in our lives and watching telly and sitting silently together, each doing our own thing. I love feeling at home with you. And there is so much more I love about you now, and more to come. I truly do love you. I’m immersed in you.
You’re still asleep. I want to wake you but I know you’re tired. I can’t wait to feel you in my mouth, playing with you, taking you in slow & deep, licking & sucking you. You in my mouth gets me so wet, & I want to feel your hand on my clit as your fingers go inside me, & your mouth on my breast – sucking & biting me, then your body heavy on mine, I kiss & lick your lips & breathe your hot breath, then I feel your tongue on my pussy, getting me so hot & wet that I’m aching to have your cock inside me, with a powerful thrust that makes me gasp & lose control. Can’t wait to enter our sensual world, hot & dizzy & orgasmic, my pussy is desperate for you to bring release, with a chest heaving & tingling with love & desire & transcendental passion.
MENAGE A TROIS
(Sally – Angelina – Damo : Texts)
Time travelling is just too dangerous…
better that I devote myself to study
the other great mystery of the universe, women!
Damo to Sally (14:23) : great talking to ya this morning – I had this real pang for you last night – its quite sad how it all turned out innit?
Sally to Damo (15:03):
yeah, so very sad.
know that i am thinking of you too
take care, xs
Damo to Sally (16:47) : my party tonight is the last chance to see each other for months.. you should come along
Sally to Damo (16:56) :
are you sure you want to see me? you started out the first call really saying that as nothing had changed it was probably best not to see each other – then we’ve spoken and got hooked again. Its best I don’t come to your party
Damo to Sally (16:58) : OK – let us know if you change your mind – you’re welcome – maybe see you when Im back
Angelina to Damo (19.26)
Is your leaver’s party still happening!!!
Damo to Angelina (19.53)
its best I don’t see u before I go away – I cant give you what you want & its unfair to mess you about – im still not over Sally, really – a jolly good jaunt round the raj is in order – take care x d
Angelina to Damo (19.37)
Whaaaa? Hahaha Damo!
Angelina to Damo (19.38)
Lets just get pissed have sex then never see each other again
Angelina to Damo (19.39)
You are a nightmare x
Angelina to Damo (19.40)
And Im pissed! I want a party!
Damo to Angelina (19.39)
I need to sort my head out in india – i.e deradge in the raj
Angelina to Damo (19.42)
Er yes deradge all you like… as the 90s song goes… hey baby, yo go your way, & i’ll go mine… but in the mean time… when we’re together… oooooo… haha
Angelina to Damo (19.43)
I’ll put me best frock on and LETS DANCE!
Damo to Angelina (19.44)
You win come up
Angelina to Damo (19.45)
Hahahaha hahaha ok x
Damo to Sally (19.47)
it will probably be better if we wait until monday – I will get us a chinese, maybe we can watch eastenders – My favorite Chinese, soap & lady – a smashing send off
Sally to Damo (20.34)
Angelina to Damo (21.00)
Getting booze… be ten x
Sally twigged something was up, & gave me a call. Cue a massive rant & me owning up to Angelina’s imminent arrival. TBH Sally wasnt going to come along anyway, & Angela was just soooooo persistent.
Damo to Sally (19.47)
why did you dump me in the first place
Angelina to Damo (21.16)
Angelina to Damo (21.18)
Sally to Damo (21.24)
I cannot believe I gave you the time of day yesterday
Sally to Damo (00.26)
wow you made me cry tonight, I cant believe it & I cant believe how much I loved you, & what you could have had… but wow I will never know you again & gladly so
Damo to Sally (00.38)
We were so happy til you dumped me baby I deserved better than that at the end of the day
Sally to Damo (00.51)
YOU deserved better????
Sally to Damo (00.52)
wow? really and thats angelina is it??? brilliant, good luck w that freak
Sally to Damo (01.14)
you had me but you made yr choices, & wow you chose her then & again
Sally to Damo (01.15)
Sally to Damo (02.36)
such a shame for you cos i was pushing but wow you made your brilliant poor arsed choices
Sally to Angelina (08.47)
ha! its the deceit… he hasn’t left me be since we split up, all he ever wants is me, all that he has ever wanted is me, all he still wants is me, especially this week he saying he wants to go to India & come back to me, prove himself to me, so yeah you enjoy that, just stay away from me, both of you
Sally to Damo (14.22)
Im really spun out that you could let this happen to us, it should have just been about me and you… I still believe what we had was true and wonderful… I used to just think about how much I loved you and what we shared but now all I think about is you and Angelina…. I also find it quite incredible that you’ve found no self-reflection when you’ve lost your great love – I hope you can find a way to forgive yourself someday… GOODBYE
(Angelina to Damo : email)
When a woman decides to sleep with a man, there is no wall she will not scale, no fortress she will not destroy, no moral consideration she will not ignore at its very root: there is no God worth worrying about
Gabriel García Márquez
After last night, listening to you breathe as you slept, I am full of the purest energy it’s exciting. I feel as close to you as I possibly could if I was close to you. It’s a lovely physical feeling, I feel lit up and strong and bolstered by an amazing sureness. I hope so much that I can be all that you need from a partner. I think that would be wonderful, if that turned out to be the case. I know you’ve been upset about Sally… I have seen you drifting apart so much these recent weeks, & have so much wanted to hold you, to comfort you, to help you – & finally, last night, I did. Sorry for all the gushiness. Well, actually, I’m not. It makes me happy to write this stuff to you, and at worst you will find it a bit “much.” I think we are both, at times, a bit much for some people. If I ever find myself feeling that way about you I will try to remember how I feel now, like I could never have enough of you. Though your body is far, I can touch you now, this true ethereal you. You left an ember in this bed, in my heart. I’m kept warm & content knowing you’re happy, & knowing I’m in love.
After you went this morning I played guitar for a bit, crashed out and woke up to my guitar sort of where your body should be and my book sort of where your head would be: I’d covered replacement “you” in some duvet as I slept, and woke up hugging it. Meanwhile, my body keeps very loudly telling me that it should be where you are. I am such a typical self-absorbed only child usually… I don’t often miss people or really even think much about how/where they are when I’m not around, so all of this piney behaviour is a bit of a new thing for me. I feel ridiculous: I keep going to eat or smoke and then realising that the thing I’m craving is you, going “shhhh” and stroking my head, more than anything. I think that’s my favorite. Honey, I had the most wonderful dream of us last night while we slept so soundly it seemed as if our dreams were as one;
Wordlessly stripping, scooping me up in your arms and pulling me down with you, kissing until our breath was deep, your hands over my body so it shook, a good hard spanking across your knee: enough to cry a little, let some things go, feel very owned, my mouth and throat full of your cock and so happy to have you there, drinking you. Then nestled, waiting, my head in that hollow between your shoulder and chest that I don’t know the name of but miss so much, your hands toying with my hair, throat, breasts, tummy and finally pushing fingers inside me, rubbing my wetness all over me, watching intently as your touch makes me lose language and control and everything but pleasure. Finally fucking, feeling less two seperate people more waves lapping and fizzing on the shore. so weird to wake up from that and not have you here. So real.